my mother`s 47th birthday is today

6 July 2011

Happy birthday my beloved mother :)

------>>>> mother and I


well, mom
you call me more than 5 times a day, whenever I`m at campus or I`m staying rolling at my bed at dormitory
you always talk this to me "belajar lho yha" or "mumpung masih pagi, ayo ndang beli makan" or "tak doakan ibuk biar ujiannya lancar"
you are very strong, strong heart mom
you are an independent woman, that always cares daddy, even daddy is not an independent one ^0^
you are my -- person wanna be
you always awake at night, when the little brother is crying for milk, that`s your high sensitivity

thanks for 18th growing me up, and I wanna be your best daughter, I promise

reality

23.23

Alright, tomorrow is histology exam, but at this time, bcause there's wifi signal coming again into my dormitory room, so I let myself rest for a while

Thanks , my friend : virus !!!
Sukses membuatku galau dengan D&D, ashamed to say ;(

Thanks , my former feeling : "dr. Hussein"
After such a long time never met, occasionally very happily to meet you and say even just hi :) you're always kind, thanks

Thanks , my teacher, my psychology mentor, mental mentor, Ms. Juwita for the Quran
--Kebenaran itu adalah Dari Tuhanmu, sebab itu, janganlah sekali2 kmu trmasuk orang yg ragu--
QS Al Baqarah : 147

And one thing I forgot when I was undergoing this last two months as student at this FK Unair, that :
Balasan itu sedikit tergantung pada what you do to others, sometimes it works, but
Balasan itu sangat tergantung padaNya, yang padaNya kamu berdoa :D

Let's pray for always being inside Allah's guard, and always be lead by Allah in every move we take in this dangerous life
Amin

:D

little exhausted

capek
jenuh
bosen -_-

Sunday still like Monday here, too many deadline I wrote, and I couldn't even pass it by the time it should be done :(
Ya Allah, it's not the way I'm not grateful for your biggest gift for me, my life, but I often think why 24 hours @ day can't preserve my need so much that I, I am to lie myself about my ability

#sokkuat
#soktegar
#sokgakbisanangis

Padahal aku ini sangat lemah di hadapanMu ;(
Aku jadi sering mikir akhir2 ini.

Neuroanatomi belum hafal, apalagi IKM, malasnyaa aku ini ya Allah

Hikss, memang kadang (gak sih, sering) bosen banget, it's better to runaway than face the reality, the adrenaline like reality in front of me

Semoga norephineprine ku masih Ada :) Amin